Recovering Me: Healing After Narcissistic Abuse

The Heart of The Soojz Project The Soojz Project was created to help you navigate the " Internal Static " that makes silence feel like a threat. For many of us, the noise of a high-pressure life—whether it was the demands of a high-stakes corporate career or the constant management of a toxic partner—served as a distraction from a deep-seated fear of being alone . We performed, produced, and stayed busy because the silence felt like a vacuum that would eventually swallow us whole. This project exists to bridge that gap. We don't just "talk" about healing; we use somatic tools to rewire the connection between your body and your brain, allowing you to inhabit your own truth without needing a spreadsheet to justify it. Sound: My album, Heavy Bamboo Rain , uses 528Hz frequencies to clear the mental noise so you can finally hear your own frequency. Insight: Through Recovering Me , we dismantle the corporate and narcissistic lies that told you your value was tie...

  The Heart of The Soojz Project The Soojz Project exists because "healing" isn't just a mental realization; it’s a physical recalibration. For a long time, many of us were like high-strung instruments, vibrating at the frequency of someone else’s chaos. Sound: My album, Heavy Bamboo Rain , uses the Daegeum (Korean bamboo flute) and 528Hz frequencies to help "lower the gain" on your internal alarm system. It teaches your body that it’s okay to stop scanning for danger. Insight: Through Recovering Me , we deconstruct the biological reasons why triggers happen so you can stop blaming yourself for having a "survival response." Action: My coloring affirmations book, Speak Love to Yourself , provides a tactile way to anchor yourself in the present moment when a "ghost" of a trigger appears. You aren't "avoiding" the world; you are simply no longer a "match" for its chaos. 🕊️🌿 Why You're No Longer Triggered the Sa...

  The Heart of The Soojz Project The Soojz Project was born from the realization that our energy is our most precious currency. When we are in environments that demand constant "bracing," we are essentially funding someone else's stability with our own life force. Sound: My album, Heavy Bamboo Rain , uses 528Hz frequencies to help "seal" the energetic leaks that trauma leaves behind. It provides a sonic boundary that signals safety to your nervous system. Insight: Through Recovering Me , we dismantle the belief that you are an infinite resource for others to deplete. Action: My coloring affirmations book, Speak Love to Yourself , is a tactile practice in "Energy Conservation"—focusing your power on a single, creative task for your own benefit. You were never "tired"; you were being drained. 🕊️🌿 Now that the leaks are plugged, enjoy the feeling of a full battery. Why Your Energy Finally Feels Protected After Leaving a Toxic Relationship...

  The Heart of The Soojz Project I started The Soojz Project because I realized that my "success" was actually a survival strategy. I was performing for an audience that was never going to give me a standing ovation. For years, I believed that if I could just produce enough, fix enough, and be "perfect" enough, I would finally be safe. This project is the sanctuary for your "un-performance": Sound: My album, Heavy Bamboo Rain , uses 528Hz frequencies to bypass the "achiever" brain and speak directly to the soul. It’s music that doesn't ask you to do anything but exist. Insight: Through Recovering Me , we dismantle the lie that you have to "earn" your place in a relationship. Action: My coloring affirmations book, Speak Love to Yourself , is a low-pressure practice in being. You aren't coloring to win; you are coloring to be present. You were never meant to be a resource; you were always meant to be a person. 🕊️🌿 The ...